it is not the same anymore...
everythng has changed...
i don`t even know myself anymore...
Days become mightmares and nightmares become true...
the only thing i want to do is to kill myself right now!
my dad wouldn`t even notice that i am gone!
i am just a big and bloody mistake...
i really don`t want to Life anymore...
just kill myself and Everything is gone.. for good!